to a new beginning.

here's to a new month. a new school year. a new beginning. so much, yet so little has happened during summer of 2009. let's take it back? waay back. back to graduation. oh god, let's see if i can even remember that far back. i remembered that nothing could bring me down because it was my day to graduate and i was lucky to see everyone who walked across the stage. it was so beautiful. it was all great, even at the when i saw mr. yeah with his new joant. yeah, i was a little hurt to see that sight, but hello? it's graduation i don't have tome to bring back heartache. my parents got me roses :] and some for jennifer too. then my family took me out for a graduation dinner. randomly, while annoyed with the skanky vietnamese lady who was trying to speak english to a man she was on a blind date with, i got a text from mr. yeah, and yeah, i was suprised. he said 'congratulations' and i looked 'beautiful.' now, tell me if you wouldn't be flattered. our text conversation actually lasted a while till i got tired of texting. he told me he thought about me a lot, even in pursing his relationship, and he said i was still going to have his baby one day and he couldn't wait. too bad that didn't last long. -now, if you know who he is.. and you let the wrong people know about my personal life, i shall break your face and slit your throat.- anyways, after a while of nothing. i started talking to, yasmin's ex, marcus. he has become my best friend. the advice he would give me was basically like what everyone has said, but it was different. i think it was different because.. marcus couldn't be bias to anything. he didn't know us or about or long, complicated relationship. when i got the text from marcus saying "..even if you love him, if he wanted to be with you then he would be with you.." i love you, marcus. -back to my summer- mr. yeah sent me texts here and there.. then he'd just stop talking to me, then weeks later he'd send a random text, and he'd stop, and do it again. weird? because to this day it's still like that. i thought seeing him on thursday would bring back old feelings, but it didn't-- at least not back to how strong they used to be. after that visit, he hasn't texted or call. but that's okay. i'll deal, like i have before. on a different note, my summer wouldn't have been the same without my family and friends (especially jennifer). before the week of july, my family took a summer vacation to las vegas, nevada. it was a really nice trip, except when i got sick. i missed out on jay z, jeremih, and jamie fox.. tell me that doesn't suck! otherwise, i enjoyed it. we came back on july 5.. i think. lol. sometime after that, me and jennifer started hanging out a lot :) i always enjoy her company. -in on of my next blogs eventually it'll be all about her- we take walks together, we talk and gossip, we take pictures, we rap and sing, and we make memories. then we even hung out with the web design crew! (with the exception of tim ..and fikile, nick, & asha) we all went to ihop, dee drove incredibly fast, we chilled at arez's crib, and went to the park :] ..now that's a get together. but even if we didn't do all that just being with those people is good enough. also, tyler came to visit me one day. that was nice but we had nothing to do. i don't think i've done anything else with friends besides what i've just typed.. and with my family.. after las vegas, we weren't quite done yet. tommy and tiffany (my cousins) spent a few weeks with us. one weekend we went to wildwood, new jersey. and their water park is fun :) ..it was really nice. now i'm back home, trying to make some more plans with friends before i leave. and i'll tell you this now, my summer isn't over yet. :]